confused

Havnt put a blog post up in a while iv been having trouble with friends and my own feelings have been taking over...
Got caught smoking at shit hole (school) yesterday they are taking it too far they are twats hate them so fucking much they dont help me in lessons and i get fuck all support with aspergers so i dont see why i should follow thier rules...!?

I really dont know where I stand with my 'friends' anymore?! I mean shall I even call them friends?
Been in such bad pain today in my ankles when I finally got home from shit hole I had a bath, got my jimjams on then I was still in pain so I put a hot water bottle on them.